意会 5月

short notes:

(i)
Isolation, is always good for penetrating into life and contemplating it, as I refer it in its physical or spiritual form. But since when do I start to attach to someone,something, somewhere or even some atmosphere mentally or physically or both just to feel...hm...secure and comfort? In one way we think we need to stay "contact" with worldly conditions to feel alive, but of all times we yearn for more freedom being with our self. Alone, hence becomes paradoxical.

(ii)
One can easily acquire knowledge through education, but one can never learn any common sense through this system. Funny, I started realizing the distinction between both items clearer and clearer each day (for the past few months).

(iii)
Quitting, is never my style. But when I let go , please do understand it doesn't mean I couldn't take charge of the circumstances, nor it's not worth holding on any more. It is just it. Or maybe I am losing self, or maybe I have paid the price.